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After taking a health supplement containing lycopene, an antioxidant in tomatoes that benefits the prostate, together with prescription medication for a week, he noticed a difference in efficacy before and after, and decided to stop the prescription medication.
He also stopped consuming dairy products, which may be harmful to the prostate, and replaced them with black soybean milk, and ate a lot of cabbage salad, generously topped with tomato ketchup. Although it was a bit disappointing to give up dairy products he had eaten all his life, especially his favorite fermented cheeses like Emmental, it wasn’t tough. He originally didn’t drink alcohol or coffee, didn’t smoke, and didn’t eat meat except for fish, which has likely helped maintain his prostate health. He also reduced his cycling time by a third.
As a result, he has been able to maintain prostate health for five months without medication.
The healthiest state is when you don’t even notice your body. If you free yourself from greed and attachment and live without suffering, what could be more fulfilling than that?
A very significant insight that Padyatri recently gained about Buddhism is the legendary anecdote in which the Buddha transmitted his enlightenment to Mahākāśyapa 마하가섭 by holding up a flower, and Mahākāśyapa smiled—a story that was actually a later invention in China. Furthermore, realizing that the Buddha’s original teachings, Chinese Buddhism, and Seon (Zen) Buddhism 선불교 are not the same, Padyatri had to reconsider Buddhism from a new perspective and in a new way.
견성성불 見性成佛 expresses the core idea of Seon Buddhism: enlightenment is attained by seeing one’s own true nature and becoming a Buddha. However, it is also a statement that significantly distorts the teachings of Buddhism. In fact, the Buddha realized anatta(non-self) and did not recognize any kind of inherent substance or existence.
As Buddhism was transmitted to China and became indigenized, it absorbed Daoist and Laozi thought, giving rise to Seon Buddhism. It was a process in which the logical and analytical Buddhism transformed into the intuitive and non-logical Seon Buddhism.
It is almost impossible to attain enlightenment through Seon Buddhism. This is proven by the fact that since Seon Buddhism was introduced to the Korean Peninsula around the 4th century, very few have truly attained enlightenment. Therefore, in modern times, since Korean monks cannot find answers within Korean Seon Buddhism, they often travel to Theravada Buddhist countries such as Myanmar, Thailand, and Sri Lanka to seek the path.
A well-known Seon dialogue can be cited as an example of the limitations and problems of Seon Buddhism. Such lofty, abstract stories, heavily colored by Chinese Buddhist influence, are not the way the Buddha kindly taught the truth to his disciples.
A monk asked Zhaozhou 조주, “What is the meaning of the Patriarch’s coming from the West?”
Zhaozhou 조주 replied,
“The cypress tree in the front yard.”
The Buddha's enlightenment is based on the doctrine of dependent origination 연기법(pratītyasamutpāda), which is expressed through the Four Noble Truths 사성제, and the Noble Eightfold Path 팔정도. The precise map leading to that path is also Dependent Origination, the Four Noble Truths, and the Noble Eightfold Path.
Even if one has not yet attained enlightenment, the very fact that enlightenment exists and that the Buddha presented the path to it with utmost clarity shows that it is neither unrealistic nor fanciful. Therefore, by following that path, we can have confidence and hope that we will eventually attain enlightenment.
When classical Chinese texts written approximately 1,500 years ago were translated into other languages, translation errors could have occurred, and examples of this can be found in Korean translations. One reason is that Chinese characters, which originated as pictographs, have undergone semantic changes over time. Therefore, in translation, one must restore the original meaning; if one translates according to the later, modern meaning, the original intent can easily be distorted.
One of the translation errors found in Mahāyāna scriptures is 견성성불 見性成佛. Among these words, 견성 見性 is often rendered as “seeing one’s true nature,” but this implies a self that does the seeing. Yet the Buddha taught non-self(anattā) and never spoke of an inherent “nature.” Moreover, 견 見 means “to be seen,” a passive sense; the verb for actively seeing is 시 視. Thus, the phrase 견성성불 implies that realizing the absence of any fixed nature is what allows one to become a Buddha.
Accurately identifying the ancient meanings of Chinese characters and correctly interpreting the writings of the Seon masters is a tough task; however, it is a challenge and responsibility entrusted to people of the present day.

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After graduating from high school, he decided to pursue studies to become a pharmacist. However, after entering college, it did not take long for him to realize that studying pharmacy was a significant challenge. Subjects like chemistry and biology felt like steep summits to climb. In truth, pharmacy did not align with his natural aptitudes or interests.
Moreover, the College of Pharmacy had a stringent grading system: students were required to achieve a certain number of credits each year to avoid repeating the year. During this period, he often contemplated quitting college. Nevertheless, he resolved to persevere, believing that since he had already enrolled, he should at least see it through to graduation.
Every day was a struggle until the day he finally graduated. For him, graduation felt like a true liberation. He chose not to attend the formal graduation ceremony. Instead, he celebrated his newfound freedom by climbing a mountain—a fitting way to mark the end of his arduous journey.
Graduation also meant a new beginning.

He couldn’t sleep all night due to a burning sensation, pain during urination, and frequent urges to urinate. Early the next morning, he went to see a urologist nearby. Urinalysis and urinary ultraography were performed. The urinalysis indicates a severe prostate infection, while the ultrasound reveals that the prostate is enlarged to twice its normal size. He received an antibiotic injection, and oral medication was prescribed twice daily for three days. Blood was taken for further tests.
The medication was really effective and slowly relieved the pain and discomfort when urinating; however, blood in the urine started to be found at the beginning of the medication. It was not clear whether that was due to a side effect of quinolone antibiotics or one of the symptoms of acute prostatitis. The doctor asked the patient to continue taking the prescribed medication.
Two days after taking the medicine, the blood in his urine started to disappear. Blood tests revealed a PSA(prostate-specific antigen) level of 14, whereas the normal level is below 4. The urologist said that the level indicates a high risk of prostate cancer, but the severe prostate infection might affect the level. Next week, a blood sample will be taken for another PSA test.
The photo was taken in November 1997, with Kalinchowk in the background, near Dolakha bazar in the eastern-central region of Nepal. Kalinchowk has undergone significant changes since its development as both a tourist destination and a place of worship. A new village just below Kalinchow was built for tourists and Hindu pilgrims and a cable car has been newly installed to make it easier to reach the summit. Kalinchowk is no longer the pristine haven it used to be.